SMOKE
Two summers before you died,
curled back then upon you,
those blue fingers,
those ghost tendrils,
the creeping roots of our
inevitable dismay,
every one of your
successive
cigarettes
i would mirror
with another of mine.
Cribbage we played, game
into game into game,
fifteen-two to you,
we scrabbled, too
away
some long afternoons.
Seven letters alone,
such is the game,
only serve to disserve you,
seven letters
and the air is too clear, now
longing of fingers, yours
or the wild blue whispers of smoke,
yours, on my hand,
elegant and gone.